2013年3月28日星期四

The Ellen Show @ Melbourne

Yeah, so I went to The Ellen Show at Birrarung Marr yesterday
Around 30 degree celsius, at a desert-like-clearing with sands attacking every eye
I had a phonetic lecture that I was really reluctant to attend before rushing to the Birrarung Marr at 11am
But the fact that some diehard fans had been lining up there since 4am had somehow slightly relieved my remorse
It was like I couldn't get myself a "fengshui spot" even if I skipped my lecture and arrive earlier anyway
I only managed to get myself a spot about 30 metres from the relay screen
So, after standing in the sun for 1 hour, Ellen and Portia finally showed up
Before this I only got to watch her shows thru Youtube and that moment I learnt that I was her at the same city, same area, though I didn't get to see her in person,directly at the moment
So then, Ellen Degeneres, had been really generous, as her name suggests, by giving away some surprise donation and free tix to US to some contestants, and lots of other freebies to the audiences at the main stage. The whole show is about fun, jokes, music, laughter and dance.
Portia didn't really appear much but the couple's really cute and deserve lots of blessing.
She finally managed to show her love one the place that she grew up from, the place she spent her childhood from and I guess the trip would be really memorable for the two of them.
Ellen has been so amazing and unbelievable, that day I finally witness the possibility of human being to be so positive, despite of the pressure around, she still can be happy, bold, funny, caring, sensible, energetic, grateful, kind...Such perfect personality, such goodness!
She knows how to keep it up and achieve a dream and yet never forget to help the others achieve their dream.
I truly hope Ellen and Rossi will be staying together no matter what happens in the future. With the inspiration resulted from they inspiring each other, people knows that they could strive to be better person.
Also, with the crowd of thousands ppl at that event, I realize that thr are still bunch of Australians that really care much about equality (unless some simply went for the comedy element), that really reminds me of the adorable Australians that defended the Sri Lankan asylum seekers. Long live Aussie!
On the way back to my uni, I managed to grab an ellen tennisball (the event giveaway by Ellen), so it actually makes my days, to date, haha 

2013年3月4日星期一

无状态

我知道22楼不算太高
但是在无法入眠的夜晚
平躺在床上望着窗外
我还是会想像自己在云层暸望这世界
正确来说 是被Melbourne CBD影子笼罩着的城市边缘
酒后的男女亢奋地把自己的心声传到上空
第二天早上还是得赶上10点前的电车
今天你我再遇到难以释怀的人事物
从天空--上帝的角度看来不过如此
都是些破事儿
我们的梦想不过如此
试想想
我们零零种种的心灵
从前也许是处于无状态
不悲不喜,不生不灭,不来不去,不爱不恨
无状态
到了某一天我们突然被赋予觉得沉闷的能力
便创造了这世界
但久而久之反倒被自己念力创造出来的世界牵引着
难怪 因为它如此真实 如此难以被弃舍
从此 我们奔波都为了手上的剧本
不愿离开这个舞台
把错觉当感觉
把成功当终站
手上的剧本一换再换
我们还是脱离不了戏子命
还用自己设计的折磨来安抚自己的良心
可悲吗?这也许浪漫
浪漫吗?这或许可悲
即使选择活在当下
当下转眼逝去
我们手握着的连流沙也不是
凡走过必留痕迹
但回归到了那个原始状态
你我即非相识 也非分离
即非熟悉 也非陌生
没有相识的依据 所以没有重逢
不会有所感慨
也不会寂寞
不属于 不离开 甚至不存在
很无聊吧?
但我还是会向往