Bye bye misery, you'll be missed!

I got around 5 blog drafts centred around the themes how did my past experiences and environment shaped my sorrow and current status before posting this up
But heck those pretentious bastards and bitches have defined but my sorrow in the past
I just can't let them define my happiness in the future
So yeah, misery, thanks for accompanying me all these while
you let me down and yet you gave me strength too
but I know I deserved a happier life
so yeah
misery must go
I'm ready to be happy
not because pretentious jerks asked me to
but it's because I wanted to

两周前我在考完Developmental Psych后回程电车上遇见一位老太太
老太太她长得很像昂山舒姬
一个人上车
瘦弱的她拎着一个很大的行李箱
身穿白色素衣
脸带倦容，但笑容很慈祥
坐在我对面 开始聊起来
她告诉我她来自外洲 患有癌症
必需定期到Ballarat定期做检查
原来她以前也主修Developmental Psych
问我主修什么时，我只告诉她Psychology
因为我对Phonetics很没把握，所以常省略Linguistics major
话才一落地，她就马上问我说我一定还有在major一些其他什么的
好厉害，我便从实招来
再聊了3分钟的光景后，我到站了，就和她道别
看到一个如此坚强的灵魂，我很是感慨

大前天，试考完了，我赶紧搭了直通电车到St. Kilda Beach
用海水洗了洗脸
而且赶得上看日落
前几个星期的负面力量都瞬间消逝了
真好