So
Just had my 23th b'day
I was really glad that this time my dad managed to celebrate it with me
although it was not quite in the form I was expecting
I always appreciate what he has been providing for the family and me
And that's why an expensive and lots-of-animal-sacrificing dinner was completely unnecessary
Guess I hv a long way to go to persuade a change in my family
But the feeling of unfit has always led to an inadequate me
I know my family sometimes support me
but whenever I looked at their shadow, their back
I felt like they are strangers to me, and vice versa
And this is not even some teenage rebellious thought
I've been thinking
if one day a person come up and tell me he/she understands me
and I know that it's true
I might burst into tears for real
Just realized this is the 100th post
and I thought I'll be more cheerful by this stage
prolly not now...
