There are many times I wished to forget all the barriers in between us and tell you I love you.
I asked myself why couldn't I talk myself over to ignore all the societal standards completely.
You know I don't care about such thing personally,
but the persons who care of me... they are very bound by the standards they have been growing up with.
I learned many tales which have the characters fighting for the same things, which end in tragedy ,but being passed on with dignity.
I learned many tales which have the characters fighting for the same things, which end in tragedy ,but being passed on with dignity.
Can I just leave the persons who care of me but never agree with my moral standards, and follow my own desire?
Can I go on and live as a thorn in their hearts?
And yet am I strong enough to guard you, setting the sorrow aside?
Your kindness is what I love the most of you. I thought I will be there to guard it, to let it shine, to to support you whenever you are tired of giving. But what I ended up only able to utilize your kindness for a weak ambition of mine.
I always wished to return to the zero state, but I fear if I'm not able to store a single memory of you by then.
I know I can't just passively wait for the barriers to be removed on their own, yet I'm not sure if letting you go is the right thing to do.
I am blessed to live in a beautiful world...but then what is a unregretable life, without you in it?
If there is a sad ending in our chapter, I need you to know I'll be waiting for you in the better world. Even if it meant to be of zero state, I'll do my best to remember you.
Thank you for walking into my life. And thank you for your bright smile, they once chased my sadness away.
Can I go on and live as a thorn in their hearts?
And yet am I strong enough to guard you, setting the sorrow aside?
Your kindness is what I love the most of you. I thought I will be there to guard it, to let it shine, to to support you whenever you are tired of giving. But what I ended up only able to utilize your kindness for a weak ambition of mine.
I always wished to return to the zero state, but I fear if I'm not able to store a single memory of you by then.
I know I can't just passively wait for the barriers to be removed on their own, yet I'm not sure if letting you go is the right thing to do.
I am blessed to live in a beautiful world...but then what is a unregretable life, without you in it?
If there is a sad ending in our chapter, I need you to know I'll be waiting for you in the better world. Even if it meant to be of zero state, I'll do my best to remember you.
Thank you for walking into my life. And thank you for your bright smile, they once chased my sadness away.
