2012年2月26日星期日

Melbourne

Reached Melbourne d...
But really tired...
Thought I could finally sleep during the flight after drinking a bottle of Jack Daniel's Whiskey and Cola (Couldn't find it in M'sia)...
Even discussed about alcoholic drinks with the 2 passengers who were sitting next to me...haha
Fear floods in me again...
For the past few days I kept asking myself: Did I really made the right decision?
Becoming more frustrated now
Tomorrow would be the date of commencement of my course, but I haven't enrol into any subject yet...
Went to IKEA right after sending my luggage to the apartment...
Then ady had conflict with my sis
I know I should not compare the price of goods over here to those in M'sia
But I believe one could make his or her best effort to make a nice and cozy home w/o spending much more than required...
Looks like it will take me quite long to get used with the lifestyle practiced with the others under the same roof...
On the way back, I kept falling into microsleep in the tram that I actually hit my head to the steel handle accidentally.
Today didn't quite managed to catch most of the words when listening to native Australians... But I know I shouldn't be defeated by this as what I did back in the UK...If I cease my overseas study again, this would be my end...So, stay strong!
I feel sorry for my friends at HELP. At the very beginning of last year, I thought I can work on my goal in a very determined way. I thought studying at HELP was no doubt just a channel for me to enter oversea university. But now I feel sorry for having such thinking before...If I were to give one more chance, I guess I would choose to stay at HELP and work with my awesome friends...But life's no turning back, so I shouldn't spend much time on regretting my decision.
So, may god bless me!

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