Go the distance

My dear,
There are so much I want to tell you
so much I want to share with you
and so much I want to hear from you
But you left me with a tall, cold wall all the time
I know
you are building me a more or less graceful way to back out of all of this
Guess what?
Offer's appreciated but not accepted
For you have brought a fighter out of me
a fighter who knows no giving up
I may fall often but I rise up again very soon
I wondered why is it so hard to love you
But more than often I have wondered despite all that hardship why have I never cease to love you
Yes, your cold posts and silence broke my heart so much
But before you knew, sometimes even just an instagram like could cheer me up, if not mending it all

Whether I will have your welcome or not, someday I'm going to visit your country
I will go the distance, doesn't matter how long will it take
for I will never break my promise to you